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These days if I stay up for night support, which usually means staying up from 11PM to 12PM the next day in , my skin gets so shit on the coming days, and I crave sugar like hell. Talk about screwing up the body clock man.
I finally got the email from HR on my resignation confirmation, which I will have to forward to my next company for confirmation and processing also, and it kinda hit me. It's confirmed. I'm leaving this place, jumping to another place where god knows what I should expect. I'm still feeling surprisingly calm about it. Tbh the first two weeks after I sent in my resignation, I felt anxious, and felt a lot of guilt towards my seniors who I felt I was a helping hand. Those were the days I couldn't sleep much. Plus there were a lot of work and I was tired and the whole cannot sleep thing kinda screwed me up more. Fast forward to today, I guess I kinda loosened up a bit because there isn't much things going on at work and I'm just trying to absorb the days I have left with my friends here.
That's the only thing I would miss a lot I guess. The camaraderie and friendship I have here is something else. Its not always you meet people who click with you so well on so many different levels, and I initially could not imagine my days of work without these people. I had thoughts of leaving much earlier, but like I always told Adi, it was because of the friends I have here, I could hold on. Another reason is the amount of support I have from my superiors here, Danny and CS. To be honest, in this environment where the client has some high expectations on you and I sometimes I felt that being a girl in this male dominated environment does have it perks and non perks. Or being a total noob so these two amazing men would always somehow swoop and protect me. Nearest example was the latest night support situation. Okay so we were on night support for two days, first night was Danny and CS and the second night was supposed to be me and CS. The second night was expected to NOT have any issues because it was a pretty much straightforward thing going on and I'm just there for show I guess....and I was not expecting them both to come because they were busy and tired enough from the first night - where most of the issues come out - and I knew they came back late and is so tired from the previous night so I was like hella prepared to be alone and handling things in whatever way I can and gosh pray to God things will go well but I was so anxious anyway as usual because I'm such a noob. Plus CS also already texted me saying 'I'll try to come if I can wake up' or something along those lines. Danny said he'll be coming but I was not hoping on it knowing how tired they both are.
BUT, they both came. Even bringing coffee for me. GOSH you do not know how relieved I am at their presence. The night went well, but anything that needed to be done was done by them. Not that they didn't let me, but it's because I was not experienced enough to be doing all the things that they had to do. I felt bad though. All I did was to stay up with them and well, even though on my part I did learn and experienced things, but then, I'll be going. I wished I could help them more.
I always felt like I was taken cared of by these two - a LOT. And I cannot express how grateful I am for them.
Today was kinda peaceful at work, but I had my first day of period so hormones went awry. Was like hyper after lunch but then I felt down at dinner. Dindins was a bit funny though. I was down but then I tried to like, be involved as much as I can cuz it's not nice to effect other people when you're the one having issues with yourself lol. Anyway, we went to this posh Thai place, and when I mean posh it always the places that kinda have some cray cray prices and gosh,their reaction when opening up the menu was hilarioussssss. The food prices were a bit outrageous if you ask me, like RM18 for a damn omelette (how much can a fucking egg cost - but yeah I won't say out loud, but just not order lah, cuz ur there anyway and was gonna eat there so don't complain so much. If wanna complain then we should've just went somewhere else) Atleast food was good tho. Their faces and reaction when they opened the menu was effing hilarious though. I kinda expected the reaction XD did not disappoint tho hahahahaha. After that we went to StarB and hung out talking about random stuff until around 11 ish.
And now I'm home.
Another bizarre thing is K this morning texting me out of the blue for nothing. Well, it was a nice surprise since I hardly hear from him first. I guess that put a smile on my face today.
These days if I stay up for night support, which usually means staying up from 11PM to 12PM the next day in , my skin gets so shit on the coming days, and I crave sugar like hell. Talk about screwing up the body clock man.
I finally got the email from HR on my resignation confirmation, which I will have to forward to my next company for confirmation and processing also, and it kinda hit me. It's confirmed. I'm leaving this place, jumping to another place where god knows what I should expect. I'm still feeling surprisingly calm about it. Tbh the first two weeks after I sent in my resignation, I felt anxious, and felt a lot of guilt towards my seniors who I felt I was a helping hand. Those were the days I couldn't sleep much. Plus there were a lot of work and I was tired and the whole cannot sleep thing kinda screwed me up more. Fast forward to today, I guess I kinda loosened up a bit because there isn't much things going on at work and I'm just trying to absorb the days I have left with my friends here.
That's the only thing I would miss a lot I guess. The camaraderie and friendship I have here is something else. Its not always you meet people who click with you so well on so many different levels, and I initially could not imagine my days of work without these people. I had thoughts of leaving much earlier, but like I always told Adi, it was because of the friends I have here, I could hold on. Another reason is the amount of support I have from my superiors here, Danny and CS. To be honest, in this environment where the client has some high expectations on you and I sometimes I felt that being a girl in this male dominated environment does have it perks and non perks. Or being a total noob so these two amazing men would always somehow swoop and protect me. Nearest example was the latest night support situation. Okay so we were on night support for two days, first night was Danny and CS and the second night was supposed to be me and CS. The second night was expected to NOT have any issues because it was a pretty much straightforward thing going on and I'm just there for show I guess....and I was not expecting them both to come because they were busy and tired enough from the first night - where most of the issues come out - and I knew they came back late and is so tired from the previous night so I was like hella prepared to be alone and handling things in whatever way I can and gosh pray to God things will go well but I was so anxious anyway as usual because I'm such a noob. Plus CS also already texted me saying 'I'll try to come if I can wake up' or something along those lines. Danny said he'll be coming but I was not hoping on it knowing how tired they both are.
BUT, they both came. Even bringing coffee for me. GOSH you do not know how relieved I am at their presence. The night went well, but anything that needed to be done was done by them. Not that they didn't let me, but it's because I was not experienced enough to be doing all the things that they had to do. I felt bad though. All I did was to stay up with them and well, even though on my part I did learn and experienced things, but then, I'll be going. I wished I could help them more.
I always felt like I was taken cared of by these two - a LOT. And I cannot express how grateful I am for them.
Today was kinda peaceful at work, but I had my first day of period so hormones went awry. Was like hyper after lunch but then I felt down at dinner. Dindins was a bit funny though. I was down but then I tried to like, be involved as much as I can cuz it's not nice to effect other people when you're the one having issues with yourself lol. Anyway, we went to this posh Thai place, and when I mean posh it always the places that kinda have some cray cray prices and gosh,their reaction when opening up the menu was hilarioussssss. The food prices were a bit outrageous if you ask me, like RM18 for a damn omelette (how much can a fucking egg cost - but yeah I won't say out loud, but just not order lah, cuz ur there anyway and was gonna eat there so don't complain so much. If wanna complain then we should've just went somewhere else) Atleast food was good tho. Their faces and reaction when they opened the menu was effing hilarious though. I kinda expected the reaction XD did not disappoint tho hahahahaha. After that we went to StarB and hung out talking about random stuff until around 11 ish.
And now I'm home.
Another bizarre thing is K this morning texting me out of the blue for nothing. Well, it was a nice surprise since I hardly hear from him first. I guess that put a smile on my face today.
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