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Man, my last post was in May 2018? It's been a year plus man. I got engaged in 2019.
Just putting it out there.
Anyhoo,
It's been 13 days into MCO- Movement Control Order due to the Covid-19 virus and working from home today felt so tedious somehow. So I woke up early, ironed my clothes as if I am going to work for real, and dressed up and even put my make up on. It helped a little bit I guess. I had an early meeting with the vendor and user. Okay technically 9.30am ain't THAT early if I was actually at work, but it felt fucking early today and I fucking blamed the vendor cuz they were the ones who set up the meeting. Everyone was sorta grumpy I guess.
How is Malaysia in this wake of coronavirus?
I guess we are still united as ever. I'm honestly happy how much help everyone is trying to be, BUT of course there are those rouges, making trouble (STAY AT HOME YOU FUCKERS) and some entitled shitholes tryna make themselves relevant by doing good but making a show out of it (C'MON IKHLAS SKIT BOLE TAK) but all in all Malaysia is okay I guess. The numbers are not going up, but it's not going down. Pretty much stagnant at around 150-200 cases per day. Not saying that it's totally a good thing, but I'm just so grateful for all our frontliners working so hard to keep the numbers at bay. The government is locking down on red alert areas and trying to contain the virus from spreading. Red alert areas are ares with a high surge of virus suddenly. Like the most recent one is the one at the tahfiz school in Hulu Langat, I heard one of the ustazs' went to the tabligh gathering and infected the whole school. Praying that all the kids will recover, soon, and all the people infected will be able to recover too. WHO is making Malaysia one of the countries able to do clinical testing of drugs used to fight the coronavirus and I pray that we will be able to get some breakthrough from this. InsyaAllah.
Tbh I've been quite anxious since the beginning of the lockdown when it started, mostly because I read some nasty articles about conspiracy theories and such, but then I tried to calm myself cuz well even if those theories were true, so what? I stopped reading those stuff and somehow ended up reading a book by Mizi Wahid titled "Call Upon Him"- 21 ways to get closer to Him. In a lot of ways, the book helped to put things into perspective for me. This virus that we are scared of, where did it come from? Nobody knows. But what we as Muslims know, nothing happens without His will, and it is by His well that this virus descended upon earth and immobilised hoomans on this earth. I also read a Hadith from the Prophet Muhammad s.a.w. to Aisyah r.a. , if I'm not mistaken
Volume 7, Book 71, Number 630:
InsyaAllah, we'll all be fine.
On another note, even though work was kinda draggy today, I fulfilled my 8 hours and did my best to focus at work today. Tomorrow, God knows. But I think the whole waking up early and ironing my clothes and stuff helped me to get in the mood. I have a ton of things to do, when I think of it, but it's been kinda hard to focus lately. There's the thing about food also, at home, kept munching on stuff and I think I've put on weight. Haih. My lemaks oh my lemaks. Sweet stuff abundant also, and my eczema is flaring up T_T I'M SO FREAKING ITCHY RN.
I also fought with le fiance today. Yeah, what's new. We need time away from each other I think. Been giving each other crap. Tbh I think it's mostly the separation cuz we usually see each other few once in few days, but it's been 2 weeks. We are better at communicating face to face, and texting and calling has its limits. And I'm on PMS today so, it didn't help if I'm being emotional.
*shrugs*
This lockdown also triggers me to want to cook and bake, but I'm torn between finishing things in the house and wanting to bake. That and I should stop having sweet stuffs cuz I'M SO ITCHY. Had like a lot of Kinder Bueno and Aisyah made kek batik, so....very very very sugary stuff. All the bacteria in my body is having a field day and zooming thru my blood vessels happily. Maybe I'll make that tiramisu tomorrow. I do wanna make lauk and stuff, but that day I made Ayam Masak Merah and macam okay okay la, so I dunno what else to make. It's kinda a hit or miss. I modified this Masak Kicap 3 Budak Gemok instead of using chicken, I deep fried tahu and tempe and it was a big hit with the fam. Ayam Masak Merah tak sangat pulak. Ntoh.
It's 10PM. I should sleep.
Man, my last post was in May 2018? It's been a year plus man. I got engaged in 2019.
Just putting it out there.
Anyhoo,
It's been 13 days into MCO- Movement Control Order due to the Covid-19 virus and working from home today felt so tedious somehow. So I woke up early, ironed my clothes as if I am going to work for real, and dressed up and even put my make up on. It helped a little bit I guess. I had an early meeting with the vendor and user. Okay technically 9.30am ain't THAT early if I was actually at work, but it felt fucking early today and I fucking blamed the vendor cuz they were the ones who set up the meeting. Everyone was sorta grumpy I guess.
How is Malaysia in this wake of coronavirus?
I guess we are still united as ever. I'm honestly happy how much help everyone is trying to be, BUT of course there are those rouges, making trouble (STAY AT HOME YOU FUCKERS) and some entitled shitholes tryna make themselves relevant by doing good but making a show out of it (C'MON IKHLAS SKIT BOLE TAK) but all in all Malaysia is okay I guess. The numbers are not going up, but it's not going down. Pretty much stagnant at around 150-200 cases per day. Not saying that it's totally a good thing, but I'm just so grateful for all our frontliners working so hard to keep the numbers at bay. The government is locking down on red alert areas and trying to contain the virus from spreading. Red alert areas are ares with a high surge of virus suddenly. Like the most recent one is the one at the tahfiz school in Hulu Langat, I heard one of the ustazs' went to the tabligh gathering and infected the whole school. Praying that all the kids will recover, soon, and all the people infected will be able to recover too. WHO is making Malaysia one of the countries able to do clinical testing of drugs used to fight the coronavirus and I pray that we will be able to get some breakthrough from this. InsyaAllah.
Tbh I've been quite anxious since the beginning of the lockdown when it started, mostly because I read some nasty articles about conspiracy theories and such, but then I tried to calm myself cuz well even if those theories were true, so what? I stopped reading those stuff and somehow ended up reading a book by Mizi Wahid titled "Call Upon Him"- 21 ways to get closer to Him. In a lot of ways, the book helped to put things into perspective for me. This virus that we are scared of, where did it come from? Nobody knows. But what we as Muslims know, nothing happens without His will, and it is by His well that this virus descended upon earth and immobilised hoomans on this earth. I also read a Hadith from the Prophet Muhammad s.a.w. to Aisyah r.a. , if I'm not mistaken
Volume 7, Book 71, Number 630:
Narrated 'Aisha:Yeap. There was a few others, but what I can say is, I felt at ease. I believed that God gave me this time to focus on repairing my relationship with Him. I know that I have not been the best of believers, and I am not proud of that. So I did, I tried and did all I can to work on my relationship with Allah. The most important one is Salah. I did my best to focus in Salah, and prayed that my Salah will be accepted by Him.
(the wife of the Prophet) that she asked Allah's Apostle about plague, and Allah's Apostle informed her saying, "Plague was a punishment which Allah used to send on whom He wished, but Allah made it a blessing for the believers. None (among the believers) remains patient in a land in which plague has broken out and considers that nothing will befall him except what Allah has ordained for him, but that Allah will grant him a reward similar to that of a martyr."
InsyaAllah, we'll all be fine.
On another note, even though work was kinda draggy today, I fulfilled my 8 hours and did my best to focus at work today. Tomorrow, God knows. But I think the whole waking up early and ironing my clothes and stuff helped me to get in the mood. I have a ton of things to do, when I think of it, but it's been kinda hard to focus lately. There's the thing about food also, at home, kept munching on stuff and I think I've put on weight. Haih. My lemaks oh my lemaks. Sweet stuff abundant also, and my eczema is flaring up T_T I'M SO FREAKING ITCHY RN.
I also fought with le fiance today. Yeah, what's new. We need time away from each other I think. Been giving each other crap. Tbh I think it's mostly the separation cuz we usually see each other few once in few days, but it's been 2 weeks. We are better at communicating face to face, and texting and calling has its limits. And I'm on PMS today so, it didn't help if I'm being emotional.
*shrugs*
This lockdown also triggers me to want to cook and bake, but I'm torn between finishing things in the house and wanting to bake. That and I should stop having sweet stuffs cuz I'M SO ITCHY. Had like a lot of Kinder Bueno and Aisyah made kek batik, so....very very very sugary stuff. All the bacteria in my body is having a field day and zooming thru my blood vessels happily. Maybe I'll make that tiramisu tomorrow. I do wanna make lauk and stuff, but that day I made Ayam Masak Merah and macam okay okay la, so I dunno what else to make. It's kinda a hit or miss. I modified this Masak Kicap 3 Budak Gemok instead of using chicken, I deep fried tahu and tempe and it was a big hit with the fam. Ayam Masak Merah tak sangat pulak. Ntoh.
It's 10PM. I should sleep.
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