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My pre-operation checkup went fine. Doc said I had signs of early diabetes but it will be okay along side the operation. So, now I am into 3 days of pre-op diet...and I am starting to feel the struggle.
Pre-op diet consists of drinking protein milk 4 times a day and this supposedly sums up my calorie count for the whole day to be 800kcal. While it was no issue for me to take up drinking the milk and no issues in term of food temptations, I was starting to become quite sick of the drink. So....I took it upon myself to have a cheat meal this weekend. (Doc and the dietitian would not like to hear that I bet) But then starting Monday I will be back on the protein diet...until the surgery, which is in another 7 days or so.
I dunno what to expect though. I had my first experience of being 'asleep' while they were doing the endoscopy and it was kinda surreal. One moment I was awake and trying to get used to the mouth gag thingy they had on me so I won't bite on the endoscopy camera, the next moment I was waking up to these 2 nurses wheeling me away to another room. I did vaguely remember some sensations of things being poked into my mouth and my saliva running out from the side of my mouth but it felt like a dream, cuz I can't totally remember anything happening. Just weird sensations here and there.
It was pretty surreal.
I wondered if the operation is gonna be like that too.
I dunno. Wish me well peeps.
Work has been meh. I am starting to feel more useless at work because there's too many things to do, and things gotta be done fast, and not all of us (i.e. me) have the skills or knowledge for stuffs, and it always ended up the seniors doing all the work. So I felt useless and kinda unmotivated, plus I felt like I'm not learning much, so yeah. I wanted to get out of this job soon, hopefully. I jut need a bit more money in my savings so I can go in peace.
Bleh.
My pre-operation checkup went fine. Doc said I had signs of early diabetes but it will be okay along side the operation. So, now I am into 3 days of pre-op diet...and I am starting to feel the struggle.
Pre-op diet consists of drinking protein milk 4 times a day and this supposedly sums up my calorie count for the whole day to be 800kcal. While it was no issue for me to take up drinking the milk and no issues in term of food temptations, I was starting to become quite sick of the drink. So....I took it upon myself to have a cheat meal this weekend. (Doc and the dietitian would not like to hear that I bet) But then starting Monday I will be back on the protein diet...until the surgery, which is in another 7 days or so.
I dunno what to expect though. I had my first experience of being 'asleep' while they were doing the endoscopy and it was kinda surreal. One moment I was awake and trying to get used to the mouth gag thingy they had on me so I won't bite on the endoscopy camera, the next moment I was waking up to these 2 nurses wheeling me away to another room. I did vaguely remember some sensations of things being poked into my mouth and my saliva running out from the side of my mouth but it felt like a dream, cuz I can't totally remember anything happening. Just weird sensations here and there.
It was pretty surreal.
I wondered if the operation is gonna be like that too.
I dunno. Wish me well peeps.
Work has been meh. I am starting to feel more useless at work because there's too many things to do, and things gotta be done fast, and not all of us (i.e. me) have the skills or knowledge for stuffs, and it always ended up the seniors doing all the work. So I felt useless and kinda unmotivated, plus I felt like I'm not learning much, so yeah. I wanted to get out of this job soon, hopefully. I jut need a bit more money in my savings so I can go in peace.
Bleh.
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